adults... or no?

folks crack me up. im really tired of the attention grabing status'. we are adults. right? adults. *sigh* lets move on and not be petty.

right. moving on.

ive been doing a lot of thinking lately. and things must change. im not sure i want to put on a public blog what must change. but things must change.

march eighth.

so today would have been the 30th wedding annivesary of my parents! thirty years! wow. i cant imagine living with someone and still liking them let alone loving them after thirty years! i wish my mom was able to know how that felt, living for thirty years, liking and loving my dad.

she decided this weekend that she would rent a car and drive out to seaside to stay at the last place we all stayed as a family. my dad liked that place! i hope she isnt to sad today because we know he is in a better place, but i know she is and that makes me sad.

hollysue posted a blog on her myspace after my dad died about how she cant even imagine what it would be like to lose a spouse. and today i feel that. not as a daughter. but as a woman. that when i chose (or rather God chooses for me) to gt married... losing that person. i cant imgaine how completely alone i would feel.

i will finish up here at work. go to class. then drive out to see my mommy. and hopefully make her feel less alone.

i love having internet at the church. it is the most AWESOMEST thing. and we are now in the 20th century! :) i LOVE IT! we havent quite made it to the 21st, but we are well on our way! :) and for that i am super beyond stoked!

the idea of loves came from different blogs that i have been reading. and i love the loves idea. so i have just a few more for this wonderful sunday evening! :)

This bumper sticker! I was driving today and pulled up behind this truck! and i wanted to high five the lady driving! i said "FOR REAL" and then HAD to snap a pic! lol. its sooo true. killing babies has to be okay. but terrorists? nooooo... lol. maybe not for all. but i heart it.

i have been chewing trident gum for years. but to the people of trident... I  LOVE LAYERS! both of theses gums are FANTASTIC! :) and i love them! the middle is like candy! like a sweet but a tiny bit sour goodness that just makes the mouth water for days! wonderful. the strawberry is my complete favorite, but the green apple is equaly as delish!

i still have a post that i am working on about last sunday evening and monday. i MUST find time to finish it! but that will have to come after finishing babies invitations.  :)

i missed my maxx!

MAXX IS HOME! :)

I am soooo stoked that Maxx is back in my possession. The wonderful folks at Canon had him for a few days and repaired him back to wonderful working condition. Oh, how i missed him!

 

Amaya gave me some cute stickers to decorate him! :)

Pictures are sure to happen more frequent now that i have my camera!

loves *hearts*

I have decided to post the things that i currently love!  my loves for the night week! :) haha. i love converse. i love what you can google called "converse love". :) it makes me happy and smile a lot!

I also love these cupcakes! :) sooo awesome! last year i think it was sister dawnella who made cupcakes that was like corn and peas and whatnot. sooo cute! :) i love them.

and my 3rd love of the night is 'Light Grafitti"! I LOVE IT! and cannot wait to do some! its where you set the shutter speed SUPPPPERRRR slow and then you wave glowsticks or some random light in front of the came. I LOVE! :)

i love this chick! she is a super cute cover artist named Jellybean! :)

while im waiting.

man. this song is just powerful. i cant help but let the tears just flow. the hardest part of serving God that i have encountered so far is waiting. w a i t i n g . for Gods timing. even though i know Gods timing is PERFECT its still hard to wait.

while i was at prayer today, i just wanted God to know that I understand that He has an amazing plan for me, and that im sorry that i doubt Him sometimes. i know that when i step in, i just mess things up. i sometimes cant help myself. its still my prayer that i just become able to wait.

While Im Waiting - John Waller

im waiting

im waiting on You, Lord

and im hopeful

im waiting on You, Lord

though it is painful

but patiently, i will wait

i will move ahead

bold and confident

taking every step in obedience

while im waiting

i will serve you

while im waiting

i will worship

while im waiting

i will not faint

ill be running the race

even while i wait

im waiting

im waiting on You, Lord

and im peaceful

im waiting on You, Lord

though its not easy

but faithfully, i will wait

yes, i will wait

i will serve You while im waiting

i will worship You while im waiting

i will serve You while im waiting

i will worship You while im waiting

i will serve You while im waiting

i will worship while im waiting on You, Lord