thats the word that ive been searching for! kayla asked why i dont blog anymore. and i feel like ive lost my muse. it vanished. as i was driving home. i was thinking about where it went. and about the fact that writing has always been so healing for me. its always been a release. weather its about the depressing or the amazing. the fun or the sad. the real or the real as i see it.
so i vow to start blogging again. not so folks can read my mess. but because its fun. because i need to. because remembering is something i love. i read over a good number of my myspace blogs. most are private. or only for the eyes of the favored ones. but man. remembering is hard. but an amazing thing all around.