i miss them in the future.

i got a text from someone today that said:

There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did,
who wont anymore, and who always will. So, dont worry about people from your
past, there is a reason why they didnt make it to your future.

when i read that i was just saddened. i know many a person that i would have loved to see make it to where i am now. to know me as who i am now. but for whatever reason, they are not part of me now. people that i thought would be there forever are just a distant memory. i miss some of the folks like woah.


i am HORRIBLE at keeping in touch with people that are not in my immediate life! that shouldnt be! i forget to take time to call, or text, or write, or email... i just forget. and then the slipping happens. and that person that used to be close. just fades...

i need to make a more constant effort at keeping in touch! thats my new years resolution! :)